So many people die every day, is it worth it? Living, breathing, exercising, and making sure you are healthy. mmmm. More hope is always good right. I should have eaten that ice cream. I know I should have. But there is nothing I can do now. Really, nothing much. I guess. mmm. I want it: the sweet artificial sugar, the taste of four and a half dollars. Its something else, you know. I don’t think I was ever anorexic, ugh, I despise that word, its so far away from my reality, from the reality of the people that I have known, seen on the street, or once had an emotional connection to. I don’t think any one of them would have been suffering from diseases of that sort. It’s simply not like them.